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MoonlightOZ
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Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Findlay
Gender: Female
Interests: Snowboarding, Cars, Fast Cars, Beaches, Friends, Football, Boys, Baseball, Jesus, He's a pretty interesting guy, you should check Him out :)
Expertise: Oh, i am most definatly a TOTAL expert at spending money, both mine and others if they let me... Go to the mall with me and even if you are buying for you, you will go in with money and come out with stuff :) yes yes yes... actually, i'm not really that bad, haha....
Occupation: Research and development
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/14/2005
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| If anyone is subscribed to me, lol, you may as well unsubscribe... because everyone that hasn't updated yet at all this year i just deleted, that pretty much left me with... lol, well... i think i have a few subscriptions left, and... so yeah.... i believe that xanga is slowly dying.... actually, it's kinda quickly dying... lol... i probbaly wont update publicly anymore either... xanga is the weak sauce :::shurg::: | | |
| I suppose everybody deserves an update, well... lol, anyone who is still using the xanga still... my personal fave is myspace, cuz i know only my friends are seing my profile cuz it's private... well anyway, if you have this and you dont have my myspace it is myspace.com/alexisdumbfosho but yeah... well let's see... i guess a lot has been happening in my life... but the news that pretty much effects anyone that seems me on a regular or a semi regular basis is that i'm moving out to colorado by the end of this month, well, or somethin like that, probably either the 26 or 29
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Anywhoo... i'm pretty excited except i'mg oing to miss everyone here really really really bad, so dont give me a hard time. It was a difficult decision to make... oh... wait a sec, did i mention it will really only be for this semester, i'll come back in may or april... heehee it depends on how much fun i have :-p nah j/p... So there's my update... i might make more myspace blogs once i get out but they wont be about anything probably in particular, just some funny stuff, well... I will miss everybody a lot, but i'll be back ;)
LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
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| time for another update....
I kinda moved to Perrysburg, i have a job at American Eagle in the mall in Toledo, and i also work at the lowe's in perrysburg as a cashier, it's a pretty cush job at both establishments... uhh, i'm also starting up an arbonne buisiness... i met new people and went wakeboarding with them... uhhh, lol, and i don't know what else to say... God is good and awesome, and i need to read my bible more...
"Dear diary,
i saw this guy at the show
he was singing to me at least i think so
all the world around me stopped when he said
(hi, what's up baby) he's the perfect guy
his hair his eyes oh i love his smile 
when he opened the door knew he was worthwhile
he looked so good standing right next to me
so beautiful i know our children will be
this time i know its true love
[chorus]
he is the one that i've been waiting for
i promise to love him forever more
i've waited my whole life for the day i am his
i just know he's the
wonder what his name is
dear diary today i found a new guy
with a movie star face and the perfect lines
knight in shining armor hero to rescue me
he'll be so romantic just like in the movies
he'll play the role of a boyfriend for me
like in "Here on Earth" with leelee sobieski
there's just one problem something i might have missed
he's a movie star he doesn't know i exist
this time i know its true love
[chorus]
dear diary i thought my dreams had come true
last week i found the one to give my heart to
told all my friends about him even tried his last name
didn't see that to him, it was all just a game
he seemed so nice i'd known him for a whole week
but my friends didn't like him didn't know him like me
no more crushes or rushes learn to be satisfied
with being single again... "
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| So it is time for an update.... i don't like the ideas of keeping this journal becuse i feel like the people that ask me how i am are the people that deserve to know... but regardless i'll tell everyone anyways, that way they aren't like "oh... i feel so left out, i didn't know that" i realized that a lot of times things just sorrta sift thru my braina nd i think i todl someone that, but then i didn't really... ehem for one...
Ever since the beginning of summer i have been mainly (unhappily) single, unhappily only when i missed the guy i had been with for almost six months... The way it went down was kinda crappy, but prayers are always appeciated, not so much for me, but for him for those of you who know...
Second, i was working like three different jobs back in June, and it was needless to say a bit much since one was full time at Lowe's DC...
My family opened up a pizza place, Ming's got robbed, i could've stopped the guy,. but i'm a total failure at life and didn't cuz i didn't know he was a thief until i was chasing him out the door... that was exciting, but crummy because i was such a nimrod...
The pizza place was where i worked at first, and Ming's too, but then Lowe's happened, and i just kinda sorted scheduals around to make do... Lowe's is mon-thursday 6:15 AM - 5:00 PM... it is long, but it's actually pretty fun
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I do not work at Fox's pizza anymore, they took me off the schedual which was a request of mine... i don't need all that money anyways... so yeah, here i am...
I went on vacation with the schultz family in Maryland, Ocean City to be exact... for about a week, and now I am back, oh yeah, and <ing's will be closed until lik august 9th... so i have so much more time...
EHEM!!!! CHRISTOPHER THE SAINT RODRIQUEZ was in town and i got to see him for a couple days, which was of course AMAZING, one of the best guys in the world, let me tell you what, that kid is just simply great!
Oh yeah, i broke my camera too, and i've had to go thru 3 funerals all summer, and only one wedding in June...
There is a guy who's not really in my life yet but I'd like to get to know better sometime in the future... so far all i know is that he's really funny, i'm totally attracted to him, but he's kinda weird... but i was thinkin that i don't need a guy to be complete, and i don't have a lot of time for one anyways...
This past summer on a deeper note, God has been teaching me some really hard things to learn about tough love... I have wanted to curse so much and give up on a lot of things that just seem as if they will never change, but i realized that you aree respoonsible for your own story.... God holds you accountable for what YOu do with YOUR life, regardless of what someone else does with theirs... if God has called me to love a person who is very unloveable, that hurts me every time we talk, that has been the epitomy of what love is not, it's not up to me to decide if the end out come (if there ever is any) is "worth it." It's not up to me to say "well, he acted this way, i don't want to anymore, he's not worth it, i'll never get anything out of it" well it's true, i might never get anything out of it, but that's what love is, it gives without thought of reward, it's hard, very hard, to do things unselfishly sometimes.... sometimes, all the time??? but we can't focus on the choices they are making, we gotta do what God has called us to, and no matter who you are or where you're at, that's love... He has not made any of us exempt ffom demonstrating the love of Christ... And i know for one that sometimes i fail a lot... i sometimes need to learn to pick myself back up, a lot of times i am selfish, i don't always demonstrate love, i am human, i don't live up to certain people's expectations, and I was the cause for the stripes on His back, I am horrible, sinful, prideful, and a bunch of other bad things... So don't look to me for perfection, I have faults....
Each one of us will have our own story to live up to, God is the speaker, and we are only supposed to write what He tells us to, most of the time we can't see the next page, and we can really screw up the entire book if we leave out some words here and there, or add in our own... Even though the clause we might right doesn't make sense alone, in the rest of the page or chapter, it would lose it's meaning without it... God wont tell us to write an unhappy ending, but then again, we are still the ones holding the pen...
And remember, we can only really write our own story, we can't do much other than play roles in other people's stories, some of their pages are none of our business, but we need to love them anyway....
Random thoughts of my summer, i love you all!!!
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